One Saturday morning Graham, now eighteen, went to an all-day party held above his school at some classmates house. That night he never came home. His mother was worried when in the early hours of Sunday morning he still hadnt returned. Finally she went to wake up Grahams brother P-D and asked him to please help her look for for Graham. The first place they went to was across town at P-Ds dads house. (Their dad was out of the country at the time). What a relief she felt when she saw the car parked outside in the driveway. Phew, she thought, at least Graham hadnt had an accident and was safe. Little did she know ...
........... The last memory I have of my middle son, Graham, was the sight of his sculp lying on the floor of his dads kitchen. Graham had shot himself in the head with one of his dads hunting rifles. His head had exploded and the passage walls, ceiling and floor were literally covered in blood. I cleaned up my son's blood. I scrubbed it as hard as I could off the walls. I mopped it off the floor and where it was too congealed to mop up I scraped it up with my hands. A whole day it took me. It was a day that no-one should ever have to live. It was a devastating nightmare. I love Graham more than life itself. The consequences of his actions were so devastating and I know that there will never again be any peace and tranquility in my heart. Graham left no note .................
Suicide is NOT painless ... there is much suffering left behind. The pain goes deeper than hurt.
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OMG..Extaodinary masterpiece, I'm taped by your huge talent, it's a very very beautiful and original composition, I like it a lot, I luv u, congratulations, I embrace you very strong my darling
Thank you again my gorgeous angel friend. My loving thoughts are forever with you ...
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I am speechless again, you're adorable, a true love, a wonderful artist that I love intensely, my loving thoughts are always with you too, it's a great Art that you draw, congratulations again for your fabulous masterpiece, I embrace you very strong my darling loved
Thank you so much Lanka for your touching words. KEEP SMILING beautiful lady and remember always how many people just totally adore you (of course, you can count me in amongst that vast crowd . ). Love you little lass
I wish you all the BEST from a bottom of my heart, lovely Jeanz! God bless you and all your darling people!!!!
And I wanna say huge thanks to you for your great kindness!!!
Thank you so much my dearest Jeanette --- now maybe this gives you a little insight as to why it always brings me so much joy when I come across your bright, beautiful, innocent, loving creations. Your pictures always exude the beautiful side of life ... the joyful side ... the side where nothing can possibly go wrong. I love you dearly
OMG JEANZ, I am in total shock and weeping I can't stop crying. I love you my dear sweet friend. Nobody should have to go through somehting like this. You are in my mind, thoughts and prayers. May God bless and comfort you.
Sorry to make you cry. I'm way, way into the healing process, so please don't feel thoughts of sadness, rather know that human strength can overcome any trauma. It's not that God gives you only as much as you can handle, rather you take what God gives you and then you learn how to handle it. ... And then, you go on to help other people learn how to survive other crises. That's why I was lead to this sight - to learn some amazing ways of doing this - I'll take it step by step. I always loved drawing as a kid so when I had to muster up all my natural resources in order to survive this ordeal - I started to draw again and I eventually landed up here. One of the best things that ever happened in my life.
Oh Jeanz, I'm glad that you found this website and that it has been a blessing to you. I'm also relieved to hear that you are in the healing process. It was a true blessing for me to meet you and that we bacame close friends. You mean so much to me. God bless you my dear sweet friend.
your gallery is special because have got very original portraits that have unique style and very good espression of faces that you portraied as in this wonderful masterpiece jeanz
Thanks you so much Jonny - that was the kindest thing anyone has ever said about my gallery. This particular portrait was very close to my heart and I guess that was reflected in the ultimate result. Thanks again ...
Thanks for catching up on all my pictures Chantal, I really appreciate it ... plus it's been great making a connection with you again. (I was off site for more than a week whilst I was moving home). Keep smiling my friend ...
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OMG..Extaodinary masterpiece, I'm taped by your huge talent, it's a very very beautiful and original composition, I like it a lot, I luv u, congratulations, I embrace you very strong my darling

Thank you again my gorgeous angel friend. My loving thoughts are forever with you ...

I am speechless again, you're adorable, a true love, a wonderful artist that I love intensely, my loving thoughts are always with you too, it's a great Art that you draw, congratulations again for your fabulous masterpiece, I embrace you very strong my darling loved

Lovin' You're style! Art does indeed have a very special way of bringing a piece of paper to life!

Thank you so much for that incredible compliment ... art's a blessing, a great tool for so many things in life.

Thanks again Sweet Bea ... a wonderful, funfilled day to you my friend

Thanks, you too!

So great work! and such a great tragedy
!!! Lanka is speechless...

Thank you so much Lanka for your touching words. KEEP SMILING beautiful lady and remember always how many people just totally adore you (of course, you can count me in amongst that vast crowd .
). Love you little lass

I only want to say I love you, I respect you and I admire you, my wonderful friend!!!

Ai, I love and admire and respect you too sweetest lass and dearly beloved friend.

I wish you all the BEST from a bottom of my heart, lovely Jeanz! God bless you and all your darling people!!!! And I wanna say huge thanks to you for your great kindness!!!

Thanks my sweet special from across the border.

Thanks again didi ... KEEP SMILING my friend from France

Thank you sweet lovable Sofya, who is always soooooooooo generous with your applause and your appreciation. KEEP SMILING my friend ...

Superb and excellent my dear Jeanz. You never cease to amaze me! Incredible work! Bravo dear sweet sister, Jeanz!

Thank you so much my dearest Jeanette --- now maybe this gives you a little insight as to why it always brings me so much joy when I come across your bright, beautiful, innocent, loving creations. Your pictures always exude the beautiful side of life ... the joyful side ... the side where nothing can possibly go wrong. I love you dearly

OMG JEANZ, I am in total shock and weeping I can't stop crying. I love you my dear sweet friend. Nobody should have to go through somehting like this. You are in my mind, thoughts and prayers. May God bless and comfort you.

Sorry to make you cry. I'm way, way into the healing process, so please don't feel thoughts of sadness, rather know that human strength can overcome any trauma. It's not that God gives you only as much as you can handle, rather you take what God gives you and then you learn how to handle it. ... And then, you go on to help other people learn how to survive other crises. That's why I was lead to this sight - to learn some amazing ways of doing this - I'll take it step by step. I always loved drawing as a kid so when I had to muster up all my natural resources in order to survive this ordeal - I started to draw again and I eventually landed up here. One of the best things that ever happened in my life.

Oh Jeanz, I'm glad that you found this website and that it has been a blessing to you. I'm also relieved to hear that you are in the healing process. It was a true blessing for me to meet you and that we bacame close friends. You mean so much to me. God bless you my dear sweet friend.

G*R*E*A*T!! congratulations jeanz!!

Thank you so much Nihale ... I'm pleased that you were impressed. KEEP SMILING and have an awesome day.

Thank you very much jeanz! have an excellent day too

Thank you once again sera for your generous applause. KEEP SMILING lovely lady.

your gallery is special because have got very original portraits that have unique style and very good espression of faces that you portraied as in this wonderful masterpiece jeanz

Thanks you so much Jonny - that was the kindest thing anyone has ever said about my gallery. This particular portrait was very close to my heart and I guess that was reflected in the ultimate result. Thanks again ...

Thanks again so much my friend ... have a nice restful weekend -

Thanks for catching up on all my pictures Chantal, I really appreciate it ... plus it's been great making a connection with you again. (I was off site for more than a week whilst I was moving home). Keep smiling my friend ...

Thank you for taking the time to read it.

Oh my....I'm in tears now, the story is so sad...